Just me ranting on an on...

Listening to: Doctor Online - Zeromancer
Watching: Phantom Of the Oprea

I am not as ugly sad as she is. She is a face of thousands of people. You all look the same in your pink and light color clothing. You are all boring to look at. Is it that hard to be different? I mean sometime I want to take an easer and remove myself from you all, you all make me sick.She makes me sick the most. As for straps I hope they fucking brun her frickin head off.

I am cocked and loaded, I am not afraid to be myself. And that scares a lot of you... But you know what I am not that much different from you all. I enjoy make-up, creative with it, but still like it just like you do. I enjoy skating, four wheeling, mud sliding. I am a girl and I am not afraid to show guys that I am not just this ditz that they can controll and protect. I don't fucking need protecting I can protect myself. I am strong enough to and I am brave enough.

In what seems like this oblivion of the apitimy of hell I feel as though it should be my own personal dutey to sit all the most idoits and negeclted IQ dim wits and put them on a show and set them in metal chairs and every half hour trun the heat up untill their bodies are competely bruned. And broadcast this as a show on television. Yes thats right, where most of you dumb ass people spend most their sitting infront of. When in reality it can be your downfal.

I enjoy going to the mall and sitting on a bench somewheres really random and just look at all the people walking around. The looks they give me for the ways that I dress, or for just the simple fact that I have been sitting in that same spot the last four times they walked by. As I have said before people eyes are the keys to their souls... Even when they don't want you to see it if you look closely enough you will see. Or the facial expressions of disgust just because you are different. And as they are giving you all these looks they are doing the most stupid things you can do. Being the lazy ass ditz that they are. Walking into stores looking at whatever the fuck they can find to show more skin than they already are. The are hyporcrites. They sit there and call you a slut/whore/cunt and yet right after they will go into a store and buy something more sluty than you have ever owned in your life.

Doesn't it make you think about the people who are really out there. How the guys find that the only thing that seems to matter is how a girl looks. When in reality you know they are going to marry someone way less to their standards and realize this what love really is. As you see all the couples running around telling each other they love each other when they really don't. The people who really do love each other never say it to the other one, for fears of rejection from that very person they need the most in their life. There is a lot of lust you may share with someone, but that doesn't mean you love them. And most the time you hear a guy say that to a girl is cause they want to bone her or something.

Just think about it. Go somewhere with a lot of people watch them and their shir stupidity.

Yeah so ermm... I am done.